It was such a treat to meet you this evening. ;)
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It's so interesting to think about how our path's cross with people who are genuinely VERY nice. I hate to use the word "nice" because it has come to have so many meanings... but I can't think of another word... what can I say? It's late.
Why is it that we give give give and often get very little in return... I wish that I could get a sense of fulfillment in just giving... why is it that I have become accustomed to EXPECTING SOMETHING in return?
During a few recent conversations, I have found that it may be somewhat "normal" to find yourself between feelings of selfishness and feelings of being taken advantage of.
It seems there is a constant tug-of-war going on inside.
In the end, I do not know if we can really be taken advantage of, if we are selfish. This thought is a little confusing, but those of you who are "there" understand.
I'm guilty. I struggle, at times, with these feelings, as do others I have spoken with in the recent past and I do not want to struggle with these feelings in the New Year.
In the New Year - my hope is that I dictate where my time is spent and that my time is not spent in a certain area because OTHERS feel like that's where my time should be spent.
I know that I am a creation of Christ - and I will answer to Him one day for how and where I spent my time. Time is one of our most valuable assets, if not THE MOST valuable asset we have. I want to be more in control in the New Year of my time. I have allowed others and other things to take my time this year. I'm guilty. In the New Year though, I hope and pray that this will be different for me.
Take time during this holiday season to relax a little... don't get caught up in the hustle and bustle of Christmas - enjoy Christmas - enjoy Christ.
Play Wii! Have fun! Let the cares of life take a vacation for a few days... TAKE CONTROL of your time, that's what I plan to do.
