wednesday, december 12

Last night, I went shopping for "The Great Stocking Stuffer" program that the Salvation Army puts on each year for families that cannot afford to purchase Christmas gifts for their children.

http://www.salvationarmy.ca/stuffers/

Dan and I are sponsoring six children this year, we have never done this before, but it feels like the right thing to do.

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For Christmas this year, we are giving gifts in honor of those who would normally receive gifts from us.

The six stockings that we are giving will be in honor of six of my co-workers at The Arts Council.

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This is the email I received from one of my co-workers after I told her that I was not buying gifts this year, as I have in the past.

Wow, thank you so much! Honestly, that really is the best thing you could have done for me as I'm trying to move away from having a lot of things that just clutter up my life - I'm all about simplifying. I like that these gifts will be used to help those who really need it.
I'm really touched - thanks!


From me to my co-workers:

Dan and I are giving gifts in your honor, to the Salvation Army – through the GREAT STOCKING STUFFER program, for Christmas this year.

Click here for more details on the program: http://www.salvationarmy.ca/stuffers/

Best,
Christie

P.S. – We are trying to utilize our funds to meet real needs this Christmas.

Give

i wanted to take time to write this evening as my week is quickly filling up with places to go and things to do...

i am happy to report that dan and i are going to asheville tomorrow evening for a birthday getaway, but will be back for our community volunteer service on saturday morning. we are going to the second harvest food bank in winston-salem to help sort canned food items for the hungry. tis' the season!

so... i was shopping at Target last thursday and ended up purchasing a chocolate fountain for the arts council - as i went to pay for my purchase, i pulled out my new card holder, that a precious friend gave to me. the cashier went crazy over my new gift.

i took note of her name - and made sure to write it down as i got into my car.

i rarely do this kind of thing - only because i tend to have quite a few meaningful intentions that fall through the cracks as i live my life.

this time, i actually followed through on what i thought would be a really cool act of random kindness.

i purchased a card holder for the cashier and took it to her on monday. i found that they sell these nifty little pieces of art at Steinmart.

yeah, i was a little nervous, i didn't want her to think that i was a weirdo - i just wanted to show her that sometimes people give for no reason at all - just maybe to show a little love to someone who needs it.

i waited in line, and for a split second i thought of just dropping the gift at the manager's station, but remembered that he told me to give it directly to the cashier myself...

oh well, i was up - it was my turn to purchase something - instead, i told her that she may not remember me, but i remembered that she loved my card holder - and i wanted to give one to her.

she came across the counter and hugged me so tightly that i thought i was going to bust!

she said, "how sweet!" "oh my goodness!" "i cannot believe you did this for me!"

yeah, i pretty much walked away feeling like i was floating on cloud 9 - it feels so good to make someone's day, for no real reason at all.

i gave her a Christmas card with my name and phone number in it - telling her to call me anytime, i will be there for her if she ever needs me.

hunger

so... last week, i was very sick.

i was taking an antibiotic for upper respiratory complications.

the medicine that i was taking prevented me from sleeping much through the night (from Monday through Friday) - i decided not to take the last pill - because i have had enough of all the side effects of the medicine. i am feeling better now, so, no worries. =)

on friday evening, we had a youth Christmas banquet. we stayed in raleigh afterwards, and this is where i believe God began to deal with me in a very real way about hunger. (it will make sense in a few...)

falling asleep
it was close to 1 a.m. and dan and i were both falling slowly asleep while watching the dog whisperer in our hotel room.

alas! sleep
2 a.m. rolled around, i had dozed off, but woke up with tears flowing from my eyes, feeling as if my throat was being held shut, i couldn't breathe.

freaking out
that was all it took, i freaked out, then woke dan, which i hate to do, but i was really afraid and wasn't sure if this was yet another side effect of the medicine i had been taking. (when i called the pharmacist about the side effects i was having, days prior, he asked me if i was having trouble breathing, at that point, i wasn't... but i remembered that conversation when i woke up at 2 a.m. on saturday morning)

dan prayed for me and dozed back off.

it was 2:45 a.m. and i was still awake, not as freaked out as i was before, but my stomach began to feel so hungry!

at 2:45 a.m. i rummaged through my change purse to see what kind of coins i had for something from the vending machine that i dreamed was outside of my door, along with the soda machine. peanut butter crackers is what my heart was set on.

i quietly opened the door to our hotel room, and headed to the vending machine, only to find a soda machine. that's it, only a soda machine.

i went back to the room and slowly climbed back into bed, trying not to disturb my husband. (as i sulked)

i turned the t.v. back on to try to fall asleep again, i think it helped, by 3:35 i had fallen back asleep, only to be awakened by the smell of breakfast being made on the floor below us. "yes!" i thought, "it must be 6 a.m. already" - this is the most sleep i have had (consecutive hours-wise, in a week!)

i rolled over and turned the alarm clock toward me, "what?! it was only 4 a.m.!"

i was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo hungry and i had nothing - i even thought of getting in my car and going through a mcdonald's drive-thru, anything to get some food, the hunger i felt was all i could think about.

i found one peppermint mento in my purse, and thought that might help.

through this past week, i hadn't eaten much because of the medicine, my stomach was sensitive to everything - so for me to feel hungry was different from the usual feeling i had when i thought of food.

i thought, "i will never be able to fall asleep with the wonderful smell of breakfast beneath me!" i had two more hours until breakfast would be served. this was absolutely horrible.

i prayed that God would help me ignore the smell of the food that i wanted to badly, and help me fall back asleep quickly.

i began to think of those who go hungry every night, those that have no place to sleep, to stay warm. i honestly felt like God was trying to show me something.

the next thing i remember was waking up at 8 a.m., getting myself together, just enough to take the elevator down to get breakfast. I slept from a little after 4 until 8 - this was a major success in my week!

i came back to the room, took my first bite, man, food never tasted so good! i made a waffle, brought up a blueberry muffin and a fruit and cheese danish for dan, along with two cups of coffee. it was just what i wanted.

the more i have pondered the events of that evening, my thoughts are not only about those that go without food, but it has developed into a spiritual thought over the past few days.

david said, "O God, you are my God; I earnestly search for you. My soul thirsts for you; my whole body longs for you in this parched and weary land where there is no water."

i thought of the man vs. wild episode i watched that evening, this crazy guy was in the dessert in south africa, searching for something, anything to eat or drink to sustain his life.

psalm 107:9 says, "For he satisfieth the longing soul, and filleth the hungry soul with goodness."

job 23:12 says, "Neither have I gone back from the commandment of his lips; I have esteemed the words of his mouth more than my necessary [food]. "

if only i hungered for God like i hungered that evening, i think i would be right on track.

God is changing me in so many ways, and i am so very thankful for it.

Oh my!

i just noticed that it has been one month since I have posted... oh my!

i read a scripture this evening and felt inspired to write.

psalm 9:18 (NIV) "but the needy will not be ignored forever; the hopes of the poor will not always be crushed."

it seems to be the new "thing" to rave about - how we are serving others - across our world.

we met a missionary from greece not long ago who has either made plans to create a community center of sorts, or has actually already created it. (i fear that my memory fails me at the moment) opening a community center is something that dan and i have talked about for at least two years - it's the right thing to do... that's all i can say. we are praying about the timing and feel that it will come soon.

the Church SHOULD be serving the community and meeting the needs therein.

when i read, "the needy will not be ignored forever" - i feel a sense of confirmation rising within me. what we are feeling is the right thing to feel. "the hopes of the poor will not always be crushed" reminds me that God cares about the poor, but how encouraging is it to think that He cares for the hopes of the poor. our hopes matter to God. how refreshing.

God, i believe, has impressed us to give more, to do more, but most importantly to BE MORE.

as we rave about what we are doing, let's be sure to keep ourselves in check - it's not only about doing, it's about being. it's not about marking another thing off of our list of good things to do for others, it's about living a life full of giving.

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Hey guys,

Sorry it has been a week since I have posted - if you need your Christie fix - you can go to www.ninetyandnine.com/month - Dan and I blog there daily.

All the best,
Christie

altars

Doors were closing in several areas of her life and important, life-changing decisions loomed overhead.

She and I had spoken recently of the imminent changes with which she would be faced. With two days to give her "Final Answer" - she hoped she made the right choice.

Have you ever been there?

I have.

The "odd sense of direction" comes into play when I feel like I am to be somewhere - or to be doing something very specific, and I am not there nor am I doing what I feel I should be doing. (I am speaking of my long-term God-given goal.)

I guess I forget that sometimes there are steps I must take in order to get to my final destination. (or to arrive at my "place of calling" - whether "place" references actual location, or specific ministry, depends on where you are right now, I suppose.)

I think of Abraham in Genesis 12. I reference this chapter regularly.

God told Abraham to "Get up and get out of your house so that you can go to the place that I will show you!"

Abraham didn't really know where he was going, at least I don't think that he knew where he was going - (he was trusting God for direction with every step along the way) - I think he knew that change was imminent even if all the details hadn't quite fallen into place as he may have liked or expected.

What did Abraham do? He built altars. He remembered who was leading him.

This blog should serve as a reminder that if you are not where you hoped to be - there's still hope... we are on a journey - keeeeeeeeeeep walking! (one of our favorite lines from An American Tale)

I feel confident that the end is greater than the beginning. You WILL arrive!

There are steps that we must take that will get us to the place that our heart longs for - that God-given goal will be accomplished... keep walking. Keep building altars.

tuesday, october 9


have you ever felt like this?

like you are going in circles, or spinning your tires?

i absolutely loathe that feeling! i MUST feel productive!

even if you feel like you are not accomplishing as much as you would like to accomplish in a day, as long as you are trying, that's what counts.

a word of encouragement - the race is not to the swift but to the one that endures to the end - hang in there, and watch your wilderness become your land of promise.

friday, october 5

today is my friend, mike's, birthday! happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday to m-i-i-ke happy birthday to you!

so, yeah, i have not written in what feels like forever.

to give you an update on my neighbor, she was discharged the day i went to see her in the hospital. God had other plans for her and i am thankful for that.

as i was falling asleep last night i was singing of how much i love God - He truly inspires me each day - inspiration, if i remember correctly, means breathed - "God-breathed" - He has breathed into me the breath of life, His Words are as meat to my bones - (maybe i am reading too much lately =) ha! ha!) (that's another story for another time, or maybe not, now that i think about it! =)

i am thankful for true friends, a loving family, and my readers who click on my ads =) because that makes me a little extra cash...

speaking of which, did you hear about the pirate ship's treasure that was found recently?!?!

i would have loved to have found THAT treasure. (it is over three hundred years old!)

dan and i were talking about that this morning as we were having breakfast - that, my friend, would be a goldmine - i always say land mine instead of goldmine, dan always corrects me. =)

not sure if you are reading our ninetyandnine blog or not, but i recently decided to clean out our home office, and man, were there some pretty strong feelings surrounding that idea... check out our blog on www.ninetyandnine.com/month for more details.

have a wonderful weekend!

Christie

tuesday, october 2 - BONUS BLOG

what?!?! i know!

i REALLY AM blogging twice in one day...

i am eating my lunch from cat's cafe - their famous chili is my favorite, even though it is making me cry, it is so hot!

i am enjoying my full-time job today.

i am going to visit my neighbor in the hospital after work.

i better get back to work now - just thought i would pop on for a minute.

hope you're having a great one!

Wait

wow! this year is really flying by!

well, i started my new job yesterday - i mean, i went full-time yesterday - it was a really good day.

dan and i have determined that we will wake up at 6:30 each morning (m-f). we will have breakfast together, read the Bible together and take some time to catch up on our blogs as well.

yesterday morning i did all of the above AND was able to do a load of laundry. yipes! it's pretty scary to see how productive a person can be during the early hours of the day.

my dad really set me on this mission - he said that he used to feel like he was wasting his day, and asked God to help him wake up earlier... i guess you could say that I am proving God - two days in a row, isn't bad =) (God is coming through for us!)

dan and i are blogging each day for www.ninetyandnine.com - go see for yourselves, we have some really cool news to announce on the 13th of this month.

dan is blogging today for that site, we are taking turns.

i guess i better begin getting ready for work, i need to leave by 8.

here's to another great day (cheers!)

a scripture/song that comes to mind - "they that wait upon the Lord, shall renew their strength, they shall rise up with wings as eagles, they shall run and not be weary, they shall walk and not faint, teach me Lord, teach me Lord, to wait."

thursday, september 27

reality is beginning to hit me - urgh... back to work i go... and full-time - beginning this monday.

enough complaining!

this morning i woke up and found myself falling back asleep while i was praying for my family. this happens just about each morning.

i have so much to be thankful for - i love my family, i love my husband, dan, ( here is a plug for his most excellent blog...http://danponjican.blogspot.com)

today, i feel very thankful for what God is doing in our lives and in our ministry.

last night we had teen class, the students seemed to have a desire to learn what we were teaching in order to teach inmates in a local minimum security prison - on what it is to be FREE. free from sin, free from negative thought processes and free to begin a new life - each day.

wednesday, september 26

this morning was national day of prayer at school - also known as see you at the pole.

i went to north davidson high.

there were approximately seventy-five students gathered to profess their faith in Christ.

six of the students that dan and I teach in Heavenview's teen class showed up! i am so proud of them!

i met a new friend, named steve, who requested prayer for his grandmother who lives in sc - she is very sick.

i ran into my old friend, dino, who visited the lexington church a few times while dan and i were there.

i had the opportunity to speak with coach - he is very interested in me attending the weekly FCA meetings again. i will do my best to help him in any way that i can.

with going back to work full-time october 1st, my life is destined to be even busier than it is right now - i must keep my priorities in line with what God wants to do through me.

i am yours Lord.

tuesday, september 25

i flew back to nc yesterday... i was so happy to see dan, but have begun missing my family already.

i went straight to work when i got back in town - southwest gave me a wonderful deal, i flew out of raleigh into philadelphia - it was about an hour and twenty minutes in the air, and only cost me $49 each way. what a great deal! i was in md yesterday morning, flew back to raleigh, nc, then drove to work in winston-salem to work my full day of five hours - all in one day, not bad, huh? (I am still part time =)

well, i guess i should talk about something more spiritual already!

this is my plug for See You At The Pole - i hope you are participating in it. (especially, if you head a student ministry or deal with students in any capacity)

what a positive influence you can have on these guys!

on wednesday morning, september 26th at a7:30 a.m. why don't you try to pray at a flagpole with the students at a nearby school - show them that you believe in what they are doing, and watch them grow tremendously in their faith walk.

check out www.syatp.com - the theme this year is gather. unite. pray. come together. (based on john 17:20-23)

My prayer is not for them alone. I pray also for those who will believe in me through their message, that all of them may be one, Father, just as you are in me and I am in you. May they also be in us so that the world may believe that you have sent me. I have given them the glory that you gave me, that they may be one as we are one: I in them and you in me. May they be brought to complete unity to let the world know that you sent me and have loved them even as you have loved me.


car detailing, coins

i am in md - with my family - we stayed up until after 2 a.m. counting coins last night.

eliz and i determined that we would count all of the coins in mom's coin jar - she has been saving coinage for almost ten years!!! my lord!

this has become our weekend project. =)

we have rolled $76 worth of coinage so far - today we are taking the pennies that weigh more than eliz and i combined to a coinstar... i know... they charge about 8% - which eliz and i think is worth it for the pennies... my mom wants to roll these right here and right now...

gotta run... i will write more later...

oh, one more thing, dan did his first detailing job yesterday and had great results!

i will write more later...

tuesday, september 18

yippee! i am going home soon =)

i am so looking forward to spending time with my family, i have not seen them since may - i only live seven hours away... that's insane... i must do better in the future to find time to get away.

so, what's on your mind today?

i have recently become overwhelmed by God's perfect plan unfolding in mine and dan's lives.

God really DOES know the desires of your heart and He really will open doors for His purpose to be accomplished through you.

be encouraged, YOU ARE on God's mind - and He DOES hear us when we talk to Him.

wait on the Lord, be of good courage and He will strengthen your heart, wait i say, on the Lord.

monday, september 17

my thoughts this morning...

i go back to work full-time on october 1st - having mixed emotions about that right now.

i love my mornings at home.

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a book i have been reading that has relevance...

simply strategic growth - attracting a crowd to your church by tim stevens and tony morgan - you can buy this book by clicking this link: http://search.barnesandnoble.com/used/listingResults.asp?z=y&stage=csListingResults&WID=12554002

Here is an excerpt for you to ponder.

"When people come after you with a baseless accusation, just look for the kernel of truth that God may want you to hear, and let the rest of it go."

"It's natural to want to defend yourself and your ministry. I wanted to pick up the phone and call this guy. I wanted to explain to him why he was wrong and what we were really trying to do. I wanted him to meet a thousand people who have had their lives changed by Jesus while at Granger. If they could tell their stories, surely he would change his view! I wanted to invite him to Clear Lake on a Sunday afternoon in September so he could watch 400 adults being baptized in one service. I wanted to sit down with him and watch the video of the service in August when 365 people publicly accepted Christ into their lives. But I realized it's not my job to change his heart. We just need to keep doing the next right thing. We need to continue to reach our community with the love of Christ. We need to look for opportunities to reach out to him and his church in love, but really - we just need to keep doing what God has called us to do."

be encouraged today... you cannot please man AND God, so you might as well just do your best to please God and let Him worry about man.

wednesday, september 12

yesterday was my little sister's birthday and as we all know the anniversary of a very sad time for our country.

i took time to call my sister to chit chat about her happy day.

i also took time to reflect on the loss that was experienced by many on september 11th, 2001.

i remember the day so well. dan had taken me to work at dupont pharmaceuticals in wilmington, de and was on his way to my parent's place.

it was around 9 a.m.

i was working in my office, listening to christian radio online, when i heard the horrible news, that i didn't even believe at first. i honestly thought that it was some kind of halloween trick, even though halloween was still a while away.

once i realized this was actually happening, i called dan and asked him to pick me up, our office closed down almost immediately.

i joined my family to watch the news. how devastating this attack was - and the lives that were taken, how could this have happened?

i do not remember feeling worried or thinking twice about our freedom, until that day.

now, each time i am in a large public gathering or on an airplane, i wonder if i am really safe.

i know God is watching us. bad things do happen to good people though.

not to get too spiritual here, the Bible says that it rains on the just and the unjust, and God is no respecter of persons.

i guess this means we should be ready for our eternity at any time. we never know when that will be. life is truly a vapor. we are here for a season and then we are gone.

saturday, september 8


saturday we served our generation by washing cars for FREE in the community where we gather to worship.

we washed over fifty cars for FREE and handed out bottles of water to show God's love in a practical way - it's FREE too, just a reminder. =)

dan did a fantastic job at keeping us all on spot - from people working the crowd telling them what we were doing, to window washers for those who did not have time for a full car wash, to the laborers and those that marketed our really cool product.

this event was held at an advance auto - they gave us three parking spaces where we could wash cars as the customers shopped. they also supplied us with liquid and a few bundles of paper towels.

one family came to our church on sunday afternoon, then to our annual church picnic that evening. it's really cool how "being the church" makes a positive impact on others, not to mention the impact it has on the ones serving to meet a need.

we collected several email addresses - the next time we have a free car wash, people of the community, who have no relation to our church want to help! how cool is that?!

thursday, september 6



how great is our God, sing with me how great is our God, and all will sing how great, how great, is our God... la la la



dan and i went to grandfather mountain on labor day - to go hiking.

what a beautiful sight to see, sitting at the top of the mountain. God's creation is perfect. it is mind-blowingly gorgeous. (mind-blowingly is a self-made word, and i am proud of it.)

i want to go back regularly to journalize, take pictures and feel closer to God.

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today, i ask this question based on last night's teen class discussion... is it is a sin to live with guilt?

i don't think there are many who read this post, but those who do, i want to hear from you! - and begin a bit of a debate.

i have asked myself, "is it a sin to be guilty?" I think that guilt and conviction work hand in hand, even though they are not the same thing.

living with guilt on the other hand - i seriously wonder about...is this what God wants for us? could we go as far as saying it is a sin?

post your comments now!

tuesday, august 28

myspace, facebook, e.c. - aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

who has time to keep their profile updated on all of these sites?

not sure how many people read this here little blog (said with the most southern accent Christie could conjure up) but do YOU have a preference?

i have recently been introduced to facebook by my friend, Sam, and i think it is more user friendly than myspace.

now, for the REAL deal... last night... i couldn't sleep. i take that back, last night, i kept falling asleep only to be awaken abruptly by who knows what.

ever try praying when you are half awake and half asleep - i felt like it was useless, i couldn't keep my thoughts together long enough to whisper complete sentences. how frustrating.

i kept thinking of my family up north - i need to make a trip up that way - i miss them so much!

today's thing: i want to be the church, yes. more than doing a good deed, i want to create lasting and meaningful relationships with seekers.

yesterday, my eye was bothering me. the head of the hr department where i work, came to my desk to chit-chat - and the next thing i know, she is offering up a prayer for my eye. (not to mention my patience level, which had sunk beneath the deepest pit of the earth.)

i'm telling you, my watermelon NLT has gotten me places over the past few days that i never imagined. this same lady and i are planning a lunch date to talk about the different versions of the Bible.

God is so cool. all we have to do is knock, (carry around your Bible) and the door will be opened to you (for conversations about the words inside that powerful little book.)

happy "be the church" day!

Fear God Instead

this is going to be a very short blog - i am running way late for work this morning! yipes!

i took time to study a bit in the book of ecclesiastes this morning - reading chapters one through five.

solomon was quite the negative little creature!

the verse i found this morning that most stood out to me was "talk is cheap, like daydreams and other useless activities. fear God instead." (5:7) so there!

i once taught a lesson to a group of students on "fear God. live forever." i thought it was a pretty cool lesson, i mean, i still remember it. =)

gotta run, i am so late!

saturday, august 25

i'm really diggin' my new Bible.

i have used the nlt version a number of times in my online studies, but wanted to have something to keep at my side for "anytime" study... yes, my dear friend, i am really diggin' this thing!

it turned heads when i took it to work yesterday. that's how cool my new book looks.

during my "God time" this morning while sipping my mudslide coffee from gloria jeans, i acknowledged that i may have been a little too stuffy with sticking to the kjv only. (before you throw stones, hear me out...) (i don't know why i think that some would throw stones at me for changing up my study version, i know that sounds silly... )

generally when i receive a revelation, it's something that an ant could understand. (why i chose an ant, i have no idea)

in my new watermelon Bible, the first verse i turned to was john 1:1-5 - it says, "in the beginning the Word already existed. the Word was with God, and the Word was God. He existed in the beginning with God. God created everything through Him, and nothing was created except through Him. the Word gave life to everything that was created, and his life brought light to everyone. the light shines in the darkness, and the darkness can never extinguish it."

this simple revelation of mine, is just that, the spoken word is so powerful.

what we say can really affect someone else in amazing ways.

*the bad*

according to james 3:2 (kjv) - "for in many things we offend all. if any man offend not in word, the same [is] a perfect man, [and] able also to bridle the whole body." (or show excellent self-control)

james 3:8 says, "but the tongue can no man tame; [it is] an unruly evil, full of deadly poison." (kjv) or (nlt) "but no one can tame the tongue. It is an uncontrollable evil, full of deadly poison."

by these two verses, we see that the tongue can be such an evil thing - used to spread poison that can offend others.

*the good*

john says, "the words that i have spoken unto you are spoken through the Spirit and they are life." (john 6:63)

i peter 3:10 says... "if you want a happy life and good days, keep your tongue from speaking evil, and keep your lips from telling lies." (nlt)

proverbs 25:11 - "a word fitly spoken [is like] apples of gold in pictures of silver." (kjv)

today, my desire is to speak life into God's creation. (that's pretty deep actually) i will be thinking on that for a while. =)

wednesday, august 23

"reality" video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L3PC0XHe_4Y

christie's "be the church" report:

...so I met my neighbor yesterday. i must stop in again soon to sit with her. she seems very nice, her name is ms. anthony.

oh, yes, and ms. ford, she has asked me to help her start a women's group Bible study for an hour and a half each week.

she told me that she has been praying for God to send her a young lady who could help her. she has envisioned this ministry for many months now and feels very passionate about it. i told her, that i am happy to help her in any way that i can.

she and i will connect soon to begin planning times that will impact the women in our area in a very positive way.

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a scripture comes to mind... james 1:27 - "pure religion and undefiled before God and the Father is this, to visit the fatherless and widows in their affliction..."

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Jonathan Dean and Ms. Ford

the more i seek you the more i find you, the more i find you the more i love you... i want to sit at your feet, drink from the cup in your hand, lean back against you and breathe, and feel your heartbeat, this love is so deep, it's more than i can stand, i melt in your peace, it's overwhelming

if you have not heard this song before you MUST buy the CD - here's your link: http://www.whitesteeple.com/music.html

this is jonathan dean's newest release - it's called the praise and worship project.

it minsters to me many times throughout the day - i feel like i have a "God moment" each time i hear this song - it is as if this song flows straight from my soul.

christie's "be the church" report:

dan and i went to ms. ford's house last night. She had 22 different food options - that woman is so wonderful! we left feeling stuffed! we laughed a lot and enjoyed her company.

she told us that she loves to talk when she has an audience. =) we gladly listened - she has so much to offer.

today, i am stopping in at ms. ford's house (before i go to work) to pick up a plate for my shut-in neighbor that i told you about in an earlier blog.

dan and i are going to learn a lot from this woman. she is such a saint!

Being the Church

time has moved so quickly.

the weekend is over.

i fear that i barely remember the last few months.

life gets so busy.

too busy sometimes.

this is why, since north american youth congress, i am adamant about being the church.

time is passing far too quickly for us to NOT be making an impact in some one's life.

this weekend, my friend, sam and i went to "be the church" down the street from where i live.

we knocked on the door of a lady that i met three years ago, she reminded me... =) i thought it was only two years ago.

she has been to china, i have been to sri lanka, we met up in a grocery store years ago and promised each other that we would connect, to exchange pictures from our travels.

she goes to the baptist church around the bend.

i have joined her and her church family at Christmas tea.

she has joined me and my church family for a Christmas concert.

she is probably in her mid-late 70s. she is a retired school teacher and a widow.

sam and i stopped in to ask her what we could do for her. i knew she had a long list, because every time i drive by her place, she is out doing something.

we cut rubar then made a bed for her, in her guest house. more than working, she just wanted to sit down and visit.

we stayed for close to two hours, and have been invited back for leftovers tonight. =) we are really looking forward to a southern home-cooked meal.

she also sent us away with homemade grape jelly. it was so yummy, i had this on a peanut butter sandwich last night before i took my snooze.

she was probably equally "the church" to us as we were to her.

it still felt like the right thing to do.

at first, sam and i thought that we may be shoveling dirt for Ms. Ford, which we were both ready to do. (me in my swim shoes that sam made fun of. =) i guess God had other plans. =)

great friends, doing great work, what else could one ask for?

wednesday, august 15

it truly was an amazing success - after everything was said and done, i think that "most" were on location on time and worked diligently to show love to their neighbors in charlotte.

i have received a lot of very positive feedback, for which i am most grateful.

God was in this project from the start - christie breaks into song, "who am I that the Lord of all the earth, would care to know my name... la la la" (shameless plug for Casting Crowns) - this was a God thing!

i am thankful that i was a part of putting close to 1,500 students and adult volunteers on the streets, in the parks, in the homeless shelters, at classroom central warehouse and at second harvest warehouse in charlotte to show the city that we love them.

that day, we put our words into action by serving them at their greatest need.

another shameless plug - danny rivers rocked my safe comfy little world with his highly influencial message on friday afternoon of nayc. his site is www.bethechurch.cc i have visited this site several times since last friday and it has already impressed me tremendously.

after listening to his message, in my car - (i was so busy on friday, the 10th that i didn't make it to the service...) - after listening to this message i just wanted to GO do something, anything, just get out there and be the church!

to which, i have written a letter, i know, that does not sound like much, a letter? BUT, this letter is to my next door neighbor, i noticed that she has recently had a ramp built in front of her home, for wheelchair access - i didn't want to startle her by going over and knocking on her door, so i have written a note to ask her if i could come and sit down with her to just spend time with her, do her grocery shopping, anything i can do to serve my neighbor, i will do. i know this sounds like a small task - but it is about being the church - meeting people at their need - that's what my friend, Jesus, did.

christie breaks out into song again.... "to be like Jesus, to be like Jesus, on earth i want to be like Him, all through life's journey, from earth to glory... la la la

i will write more about p2239 soon - this is going to be an epidemic, just let me tell you that right now - p2239 will live forever in mine and dan's lives - pray with us that God will have His way in everything we do - i am dreaming REALLY BIG right now!

NAYC

so... i know i haven't written in forever...

i admit it! what a slacker i am... and... i'm okay with that - (for Jenn's benefit) =)

i have really been working diligently to ensure that Project 22:39 at North American Youth Congress is a success.

if you have not yet registered to participate in this project, please do it now! go to www.northamericanyouthcongress.com and click on Project 22:39

if you want to read my e-interview you can click on www.ninetyandnine.com to learn more about these absolutely tremendous giveback opportunities.

i know this was quick, but i'm signing off. have a great evening!

thursday, june 21

genesis 3:8 says, "and they heard the voice of the LORD God walking in the garden in the cool of the day: and Adam and his wife hid themselves from the presence of the LORD God amongst the trees of the garden."

how many times have you heard that adam walked with God in the cool of the day?

i have heard this on many occasions...

for a little debate, the Bible says, that adam and eve heard the voice of the Lord walking in the garden in the cool of the day. did they really walk with him and talk with him or did they hear his voice as they were walking together?

i will write more on this later, but just thought i could wet your taste buds for a nice little thought provoking time in the Word.

I wish I could forget

wow! we have been non-stop lately!

as i have already noted, i have been reading a book by t. f. tenney, called "some things i wish i could forget".

i was thinking this morning when i woke up about writing my own thoughts on this subject.

i wish i could forget about all the times i have failed God. oh wait! isn't that what baptism is all about? and faith? knowing that we have been covered by the blood of Jesus and His forgiveness is ours each day?

i wish i could forget about all the things i have to get done long enough to sit and truly be refreshed in the presence of God. wait a minute! isn't that why i am here? to experience life more abundantly walking in God's steps and waiting on Him for the answers to the questions i have in my life?

i wish i could forget sleepless nights. what ever happened to me believing that God is not a God of fear, but of love, of peace and of a sound mind?

i wish i could forget the harsh words i have spoken in my neglect to care for the feelings of the one to whom i am speaking. the scripture comes to mind, a soft answer turns away wrath, and the verse that says if i say i love God and do not show love to my brothers and sisters in Christ, i really cannot love God.

i wish i would not feel kicked in the butt so often in my walk with God. i must be really trying to reach a goal of pleasing God, or i guess i wouldn't feel anything when i mess up.

thanks God for your forgiveness and for your mercy that is brand new each day.

the prodigal

last night brian careccia spoke about the prodigal son. i have learned quite a bit from his teaching on this subject.

brian mentioned in last night's message that the robe, found in luke 15:22 is a re-covering of God's righteousness - it covers our sins. the ring is for showing the world that we are heirs of God or children of the King and the father gave to the son upon his return to the palace, finally, a pair of shoes for his feet.

the shoes, brian said, were to heal the son from the hurts that he had experienced, the scrapes and bruises on his feet from the long journey back to his father.

how neat to hear the word of God in terms that we can understand and apply to our lives.

i am so thankful for the robe of righteousness, the ring and the shoes that only my father can give me. He is truly a very present help in the time of trouble.

thanks God, that even when i have walked away from you, you have sought me out and called me back to your kingdom, with compassion and forgiveness.

gone fishin'

i've been saved to sacrifice
that's what he said
you are not to be lazy, or be misled

just keep on fishing!
these words still ring true
if you're not fishing for others, you are looking at you

Lord let me fish with all the strength that you give
and Lord always show me the way i should live

thanks for your word, it is truly a light
and each day i read it, it helps me to fight

fight for my freedom, my freedom from sin
that you gave me years ago, now i know, i win

my heart gets a bubble bath

this year is flying by!!!

i cannot believe it is already JUNE! it's kind of scary actually, when i look at this year and see what we have accomplished and think of all we could have accomplished, i feel a little kicked in the butt.

i will just have to do more for the rest of the year to make up for some of the things i wish i would have done earlier on. isn't it so cool to think of how life is with God? every day is a new day, old things are passed away and all things are become new, with each new morning.

i thank God that every morning when i wake up, i know that i have a fresh new start - regardless of what happened yesterday, if i have failed God in some way, and asked for forgiveness, i know he has forgiven me.... having faith is the coolest gift ever! i really believe that God gives my heart a huge bubble bath every single day. (that's putting it in kindergarten terms, i know... but the visual i get, is well, i guess like when i was a child - which God asks us to become when it comes to our faith in him) okay... moving right along...

i read last night, before falling asleep, 2 timothy 1 - i was really impressed by all that helped the apostle paul out on his journey - taking him in, seeking him out when he was in town to bless him in some way...

i would like to be like those wonderful saints of the most high... i want to be a blessing to others each day.

i am running late for work, so i better be going, but i wanted to encourage you today, to encourage others, seek them out and bless them by your words, your deeds, whatever, just do it in the name of the Lord. =)

thursday, may 31

so, i am not keeping up with this blog every day as i had hoped... beda beda... i know. late nights and not so early mornings have been the norm lately. i must do better.

this morning i read a chapter out of a book by t. f. tenney - the book is called, "some things i wish i could forget." it is a very interesting book, and it is easy to read. each chapter presents a completely different topic with many thought provoking tidbits.

today i read a chapter on the church and the church board. i learned about deacons this morning. instead of being granted all the power in the church, they should be first servants to the congregation. the congregation should help in making decisions, the deacons should serve the congregation and the pastor in making those decisions realities. interesting thought, being a servant first before anything else... i mean, i know that this is how it is supposed to be, but hearing it from bro. tenney, brought it to light again in me today.

bro. tenney also mentioned at the close of this chapter that Jesus' greatest weapon was a towel. he served others by washing their feet.

i recently read an article by http://www.wiredchurches.com/ - i love this site, by the way... the article that i read talks about how we must invest before we invite - speaking of promoting growth within your church.

i think Jesus did it right. he served people, (invested in them) then invited them to follow him.

i hope i lead with a servants heart and with actions that show my humility in ministry. i want to invest in the lives of others, so that when i am ready/God is ready for me to invite, they will come.

tuesday, may 29

we just got back from maryland late last night. we had a great time.

i am so blessed to have such a wonderful family.

on sunday we went to bvwc soon to be the journey. we heard a marvelous message from pastor mark about being persecuted for Christ. this morning, as i read the Bible, i found this verse, "yea, and all that will live godly in Christ Jesus shall suffer persecution."

pastor tim rutledge, at our ywts a few saturday's ago, mentioned that if we say we are a friend of God, we need to be prepared to suffer... most of Jesus' disciples were tortured before they died or murdered. we sing the song, "i am a friend of God", but are we really willing to suffer for His name's sake?

just a thought that i have had floating through my mind for a few weeks... i hope i am truly a friend of God and willing to do whatever He asks of me.

Slogish and Jeremiah 1:5

i really meant to write these past few days but just never got around to it... i know, beda beda.. (slovac for bad bad)

breaking news: a HUGE congratulations to sam and jonathan on their first new little (or not so little) baby boy, weighing in at a little over 10 pounds!

i am so happy for you guys!!!

this is for little ethan:

jeremiah 1:5 says, "Before I formed thee in the belly I knew thee; and before thou camest forth out of the womb I sanctified thee..."

psalm 139:14 says, "I will praise thee; for I am fearfully [and] wonderfully made: marvellous [are] thy works; and [that] my soul knoweth right well."

all the best to you and your family!

love,
dan and christie

Mom and Dad and Grateful Hearts

so, i woke up this morning thinking of my mom and dad and how grateful i am for them.

after my alarm went off a gazillion times, i woke up, clicked the snooze button (for five more minutes of blissful rest), and began praying for my dad and my mom...no joke, like every single time my alarm went off, i would awake and begin praying... then fall back asleep again... i know that's horrible... but it's the thought that counts, God honors that!

i was very persistent! between 7am until, dare I say, my husband called in the later hours of the morning, i did this...

i need to call my parents today, i miss them so much.

we are going up north this weekend for memorial day, i am very thankful for this!

matthew 19:19 says, "Honour thy father and [thy] mother:..."

i give honor to my mom and dad today and always... i am so thankful for the many sacrifices they have made for me to live the life that i live and that i love living... they showed me the truth as a youngin' (as my mom would say), and they have led me in it all of my life. the Bible says, train up a child in the way they should go and when they are old they will not depart from it. i am a testimony of this.

i cannot say enough about my parents, they have always believed in me, and that has meant the world! i certainly could never be where i am today, with the confidence that i have today, without their godly influence in my life.

i ask God everyday to keep His hand of protection upon them and to bless them in every area of their lives, physical health, finances, wisdom, patience, etc., etc., etc. =)

thanks God, for knowing exactly what i needed - before i was even born.

you have given to me the best parents on the planet!

do nt forget the small things

i took time to write two different posts on friday, but both got deleted... so i am attempting to make up for those in this morning's post.

as i began studying the bible this morning, ii timothy stood out to me - there is so much in the first four chapters to digest, needless to say, i have alot on my mind at the moment.

if i must choose one topic, (and i must for the sake of time) i will go with ii timothy 4:5 - "but watch thou in all things, endure afflictions, do the work of an evangelist, make full proof of thy ministry."

the nlt(new living translation) says it this way, "but you should keep a clear mind in every situation. do not be afraid of suffering for the Lord. work at bringing others to Christ. complete the ministry God has given you."

the translation of the word work is business, employment, that which any one is occupied, that which one undertakes to do, enterprise, undertaking any product whatever, any thing accomplished by hand, art, industry, or mind.

evangelist is translated as a bringer of good tidings, the name given to the NT heralds of salvation through Christ who are not apostles.

make full proof is translated as: to cause a thing to be shown to the full, to be persuaded, fully convinced or assured, to fill one with any thought, conviction, or inclination, to carry through to the end, accomplish.

ministry is translated as of those who by the command of God proclaim and promote religion among men, those who help meet need by either collecting or distributing of charities, the service of those who prepare and present food, of the office of prophets, evangelists, elders, etc.

i feel myself getting into the habit of leaving my blogs open-ended - i think i do this so that you can come to your own conclusions based on what i have found in my studies.

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i pray that you feel instructed today, by the scriptures and encouraged to find something that you can do for God realizing that no matter how great or small, it is a ministry. (if it is done unto the Lord)

i recently gave to a girl, that i have begun mentoring, a pack of cards. she is unable to work, she cannot go to school and she cannot drive, but she can write. =) she may not be the best at it, but she can do it.

i gave to her addresses, stamps, envelopes and cards. i expressed to her that writing a note of encouragement, alone, is such a great ministry to those who need a boost in their daily walk. i know this sounds small to some, but to this girl, who is trapped at home all day, because of a physical handicap, this is going to become one of her ministries.

next on our list is volunteering at the local children's hospital. we have our first meeting this thursday. we are so excited about working together, ministering together, telling others about Jesus Christ, the hope of life and the reason for living.

Happy Birthday to a Special Friend and What's in YOUR wallet?

happy birthday to christie leigh burchfield-stephens, happy birthday to christie leigh burchfield- stephens, happy birthday dear christie, happy birthday to you! IT IS THE BIG 30! =)

christie has been and is still the only one of my friends that (i think) really understands me.

when i am feeling wonky about something, i give christie a call. she almost always answers but without a doubt, she always explains the situation as she sees it, even if it makes me feel like i messed up. i really love having a friend like that. she is completely honest with me, as she speaks words of wisdom and advice in love. really, you could not ask for a better friend.

we have had so many memories together - from playing dress up in my mom's house robes years ago, to messing up each others hair then sitting in awe as if it were the most beautiful hairstyle ever invented (without laughing)...

...from sliding across the doorway at my parents home waving while we pulled each other across by the ankles, to diving under the bed because Augustine (someone in mexico) was trying to give us his stinky sweaty jersey under our hotel room door, but we thought he was coming in the outside window! hilarious memories!

i remember when i first met christie, i did not like her at all, because...i know, how childish, well, i was only like twelve - because she spelled her name just like mine. that's it, i did not like her because she spelled her name just like i spell my name.

after i gave her a chance, and i guess she gave me a chance too, we really became the bestest of friends, long story short, christie married my brother, several years ago, so she also took my maiden name =) ah ha! my legacy lives on! =)

i had no intention this morning of writing my entire blog about christie, no offence, but this is my coffee time with God - so let's move on...

okay, one more thing, christie, i wish you the happiest thirtieth birthday ever and i love you dearly.

moving along...

each morning i enjoy reading a few quotes, short stories, a scripture and my email, (in no particular order) all of these items are found on my new google page, which, by the way, i absolutely adore! (thanks danno) if you have not created a google homepage, you must.

while i was reading this morning, i found the following article, it is from "reuters, oddly enough":

"MADRID (Reuters) - A Spanish bank repossessed a house and put it up for auction complete with the mummified body of the former owner who had missed her mortgage payments, newspaper El Pais reported on Wednesday.

The corpse, preserved by salty air in the seaside town of Roses after an apparent death by natural causes, was discovered by Jorge Giro, who entered the house for the first time on Saturday after buying it at the auction, El Pais said.

The dead woman, described by neighbors as having been in poor health and often absent visiting relatives in Madrid, had stopped paying her mortgage six years ago.

The unnamed bank which eventually repossessed the home never bothered to look inside before selling it."

this story made me think of that phrase"what's in your wallet?" (some credit card company that tells us that if we have their card in our wallet, all of the monsters will go away... (okay, so i hope i did not just make that up... i think i remember seeing a commercial where monsters were coming after this guy and the guy pulled out his capital one card, and all of the monsters went running...) please, correct me if i am wrong...

my thought was, what's in your wallet?, then, what's in your house?

dan preached (not all that long ago) an awesome message, called, "lost in the house" and it highlights the woman who lost a coin. he tells of how she swept her house until she found it. the foundation on which this message was constructed is that many of us "go" to church, but many of us are not really being "plugged in" to the church or any ministry. we are in the house, but are we lost?

are there dead corpses in your house? has a dream or vision that God has given you died recently? (or in the past six years, since you stopped paying your mortgage, or stopped giving your time to God, working toward having a more personal relationship with Him?)

i encourage you today to look deep inside and ask God to help you clean out the dead parts of your heart. ask Him to make something even more beautiful out of your life, than you could ever imagine.

Psalm 139:23 - Search me, O God, and know my heart: try me, and know my thoughts:

Delight in God

This morning I am going to do a quick study on Psalm 37:4

"Delight thyself also in the Lord and He shall give thee the desires of thine heart."

Delight in this verse is translated as being soft or dainty, to be glad about, to be in the dainty habit of, to make merry over. (sounds kind of funny, huh?)

The Lord is Jehovah, "the Existing One".

We understand "give".

Desires is tranlated as the petitions or requests of thine heart.

Heart is translated as the inner man, mind, will, understanding, inclination, resolution, determination.

Now we can read this scripture like this...Be glad about/make a habit of being glad about the Existing One and He will give us the petitions or requests of our inner most being.

Sounds easy enough to me... =)

Loving to sleep in and loving my husband

the early bird NAYC registration is due today! you only pay $30 (per person) if you register before 11:59pm. go to http://www.northamericanyouthcongress.com/ to get registered!

dan and i just registered and are very excited to be a part of this unbelievably awesome event!

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when i awoke, all i could think was, i need to help dan get on his way by making him a cup of freshly ground, freshly brewed snickerdandy coffee and an extremely crispy thomas english muffin on which I would cake strawberry cream cheese.

feeling like it was the crack of dawn, at 7:30am, mind you, i pulled myself from our soft, warm covers, thinking, it is way too early for anyone to be out of bed, i hope dan is grateful for all that i am doing for him...

...just being honest...

then i remembered a scripture i read not all that long ago that said, those that seek me early shall find me.

okay, so God totally knows that i am not a morning person, so why would He say, if we seek Him early we will find Him? (i'm just bold enough to believe that God really DOES care that i, christie ponjican, am not a morning person and that i would have a really hard time staying awake long enough to make one complete sentence in prayer before drinking three cups of coffee) I guess the question is how early is early? =)

so, here's the scripture... proverbs 8:17 - I love them that love me; and those that seek me early shall find me.

trying to justify not getting up at the crack of dawn, i decided to study what early really means here. maybe it means in advance of our problem... seek God each day, before a problem even arises?

according to http://www.blueletter.com/ and it's translation of this phrase, "and those that seek me early" is translated as, "to break, to break forth as light, as the dawn, to break into, to pry in, hence to seek"

oh! what a relief, you do not have to seek God early in the morning. instead, according to this verse, the phrase "we are to seek Him early" means, seek Him with the same fervency as the sun when it is shining brightly through the blinds of your bedroom window... it seems to break in.

the thought of the lady with the issue of blood comes to mind, she stopped at nothing to be healed, "enough is enough!" she said, "i must touch the hem of His garment." she was a seeker, and as God always seems to do, He kept His Word. those that seek me, shall find me.

thanks, God, for being so real to me today, and for understanding that i really enjoy sleeping in sometimes. i am so glad You're cool with that. You do not require more of me than i can give. i know, God, that the Bible tells us not to love sleep, and the sound of, "go to the ant thou sluggard!" rings in my ears weekly, you're working on keeping me balanced, and i am so thankful.

as for serving my husband each morning, i am working on doing that with a smile on my face.

i am really thankful for dan, he is one of a kind and truly the best there is!

The Lame Guy

The scripture in Acts 3 was in my mind all day on Saturday.

Acts 3:11 says, "And as the lame man which was healed held Peter and John..."

To go back a few verses, we find the following: "Then Peter said, Silver and gold have I none; but such as I have give I thee: In the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth rise up and walk. And he took him by the right hand, and lifted [him] up: and immediately his feet and ankle bones received strength. And he leaping up stood, and walked, and entered with them into the temple, walking, and leaping, and praising God. And all the people saw him walking and praising God: And they knew that it was he which sat for alms at the Beautiful gate of the temple: and they were filled with wonder and amazement at that which had happened unto him."

As if this story isn't powerful enough as it was written, I wanted to dive in a little deeper and focus more on the 11th verse.

We know that Peter and John were being used of God to speak faith into this lame guy's life... and healing.

After the healing what did the guy do? The Bible says that he was leaping and walking and standing and praising God, and going into the temple with them. How exciting! What an awesome testimony! Right?

When studing this text, verse 11 really stood out to me because it says that the lame guy that was healed, HELD Peter and John...

Held is translated as, "to hold fast, i.e. not discard or let go, to take hold of, take, seize, to continue to hold, to retain, etc." (according to www.blueletter.com)

This takes me to first time guests at our local churches... they walk in, they receive something so incredible from God, then walk out of our service, having no one to hold onto, someone that could perhaps help their experience become greater than one healing.

Mentoring comes to mind.

You and I can both agree that once you have what seems to be a miracle, a touch from God in your own life, you tend to, after a few days, settle back into the here and now, and the issues of your day to day begin to take over, once more.

What if we had someone to hold onto (I know we have God!, but someone that you can pick up the phone and contact, to help you keep your miracle alive in your life? Someone (physically) tangible.)

I believe that God sends people into our lives to minister to, and those that will minister to us - I encourage you today, do not be too busy to let someone "hold" you - you may be steadying them in their walk with God - especially if they have just received an amazing answer to prayer or if they were touched by God's presence for the very first time recently.

Steady them, hold them, encourage them along the way... they need you, they need me.

God comes through again

On Friday morning at 1 am, we received a phone call from Dan's Dad - who told us that Dan's Mom had a heart attack.

We took a moment to really touch God - asking Him to answer our prayers for Mama's safety and better health fast.

In times like these, you feel helpless and like your next breath depends on you hearing something from God that will help you believe that everything will be okay.

After praying, we began searching the earliest/cheapest flights to NJ from NC.

Then, we decided to drive up, because there was no way we were going to be able to sleep.

We quickly threw a few essential pieces into a back pack and headed out the door.

God always gives me a scripture at times like these - this time He led me to Psalm 119:17 - it says, "Deal bountifully with thy servant, [that] I may live, and keep thy word." I began praying over and over again, "Mama is your servant, deal boutifully with her and let her live."

Faith began to rise within me - I knew everything was going to be alright.

Thanks, God, for always showing up - right on time. You really do answer our prayers!

Spiritual Foundation

Spiritual Foundation

I Timothy 6:19 - says, "Laying up in store for themselves a good foundation against the time to come, that they may lay hold on eternal life."

This short study goes along with what I studied yesterday, in Psalm 40 - David wrote about God lifting his feet out of the miry clay and establishing his feet on the rock.

In Isaiah 28:26, we see that Zion is built on the foundation of a stone, a tried stone, a precious corner stone, a sure foundation:

In Matthew 7:24 we read that a wise man builds his house upon a rock.

In I Corinthians 3:11 we see that Jesus Christ is the foundation.

2 Timothy 2:19 says that the foundation of God stands sure, having this seal, "The Lord knoweth them that are His."

I want to build a stronger foundation for myself in the Word of God every day during my coffee time with God. =)

I want the foundation or beginning of my day to be in His Word, gathering strength, becoming more sure of who I am in Jesus each new day.

If I build my life upon Jesus, I can be sure that in time to come, when I need Him most, He will say,"I know you, you are mine, I will take care of you, because you have built wisely." (2 Timothy 2:19)

Ask, Knock, Seek

Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you: Matthew 7:7

And I say unto you, Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you.
Luke 11:9

After studying the above verses in my God time today, I am intrigued by the translation that http://www.blueletter.com/ offers for the word seek.

Seek translated is – to look in order to find, to find out by thinking, meditating, reasoning and enquiring, to aim for, to require, to demand, to crave, to demand something from someone.

These verses are so easy for me to quote, and no doubt, they are tremendously inspiring and encouraging. To be real with you, however, I find it a little difficult sometimes to truly depend on scriptures like these during my daily walk with God.

I am learning each day to truly SEEK God, as He has told us to seek Him in His Word – seek, by meditating, enquiring, craving, desiring Him more than anything else – and we will find Him and know Him more.

Another scripture comes to mind, Psalm 42:1 - As the hart (deer) panteth (to long for, to be untamed) after the water brooks, so panteth my soul after thee, O God.

And another…Matthew 5:6 - Blessed [are] they which do hunger (to crave ardently to seek with eager desire) and thirst (to eagerly long for those things by which the soul is refreshed, supported, strengthened) after righteousness: for they shall be filled (satisfied).

Thanks, God for the reminder today, that as long as I keep my end of the deal, you will keep yours.

Speaking of Seek

Speaking of Seek…..

Matthew 6:33 comes to mind…

But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you.

The word, seek, is translated here the same way as it was in yesterday's study: to demand, to require something of someone…

What are we to seek? This verse says that we are to seek, crave, long for more than anything, the kingdom of God.

What is the kingdom of God? Is this an actual place for which we should seek? I want to be clear on this – I want to be seeking after the right thing… kingdom of God translated is "the power or reign of God in our lives".

We are to crave the act of God taking over and reigning in our lives, okay, that makes sense…

Reading on, this scripture also says, we are to seek or crave His righteousness…righteousness translated is the state of him who is as he ought to be, integrity, virtue, purity of life, rightness, correctness of thinking feeling, and acting.

So, I have learned from this verse so far, that if I crave God's power and authority in my life, and crave His virtue, His purity, His perfection, His rightness, THEN all of these things will be added unto me – well, what are ALL OF THESE THINGS?

As I am writing this I am studying for myself – and am in awe of God showing me through His Word and my trusty http://www.blueletter.com/ that "all of these things" are exactly what we have been reading thus far – all of these things are His righteousness, His power, His authority, His freedom to reign over our hearts and minds, and in our lives.

Okay, so today's thought is a little simpler than I thought it would be… I thought "All of these things" was related in some way to the desires of our hearts as found in Psalms. The scripture says, Delight thyself also in the Lord and He shall give thee the desires of thy heart. (Psalm 37:4)

God's Word is so relevant – and easy to understand – I know I tend to make things more difficult sometimes… I am thankful today that God has shown me His love and has uncovered a greater truth to me, that if I seek Him, He will let me find Him. =)

I will compare Matthew 6:33 with Psalm 37:4 in another study – I hope you have learned something today – I know I have. =)

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